Service, Recovery and Unity.<\/p>\n
Read more<\/p>\n
I have strong desire to stay sober today and want to do as much service as humanly possible!<\/p>\n
Sobriety is my #1 priority.<\/p>\n
It’s more important than my 13 year marriage, 8 yr son, \u00a0almost 11 yr daughter, and my job\/career.<\/p>\n
Because if I dont stop the obsessive lust compulsion, I wont have anything.<\/p>\n
The point is, I’m just very fragile. I dont need to lobby in front of a bunch of sick people “why I want to volunteer and be a trusted servant”.<\/p>\n
Someone hurt my feelings Thursday because I asked about the pin #, criticizing my “dialogue”.<\/p>\n
If you need help, and I currently have extra time I want to get involved. I was excited to manage the script on Wed and Friday but if someone else wants to do it I will stay out of the way. I fully recognize the value of service.<\/p>\n
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Here is my recovery history:<\/p>\n
* 1990 found Narcotics Anonymous<\/p>\n
* 1992 began AA & Alanon<\/p>\n
* 1995 began SLAA & SA<\/p>\n
* NA\/AA sobriety date: 11\/7\/1996<\/p>\n
* 2002 married<\/p>\n
* 2013 began SAA<\/p>\n
I’ve ALWAYS had job(s) in 12 step recovery since I started my journey and took it seriously (23 years straight). I could never repay what the program(s) have given me.<\/p>\n
As far as Sex Addicts Anonymous is concerned, I’m relatively new. I want to take it slow.<\/p>\n
My inner circle begins with Adultery (13 years) and I include strip clubs and adult video stores.<\/p>\n
I struggle with middle circle behavior: masturbation, pornography, Sports Illustrated swimsuit, Victoria Secret, staring @ women, flirting with women, using the language of lust, watching TV\/Movies and fantasy.<\/p>\n
The greatest thing I’ll ever become is “human”. I committed fornication from age 18-34. I’m now 47 and still breathing. I’m guity of sin perhaps ever since early childhood. Alot of what I hear at meetings is about developing a “moral compass”.<\/p>\n
Amen<\/p>\n
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Service, Recovery and Unity. Read more http:\/\/www.aa.org\/assets\/en_US\/aa-literature\/p-44-aas-legacy-of-service http:\/\/www.silkworth.net\/ask_billw\/Q&A40.html http:\/\/friendsofbillw.net\/the_three_legacies I have strong desire to stay sober today and want to do as much service as humanly possible! Sobriety is my #1 priority. It’s more important than my 13 year marriage, 8 yr son, \u00a0almost 11 yr daughter, and my job\/career. Because if I dont stop … Continue reading Three Legacies<\/span>